wonderlust photoworks – Mx Inchoate (2014)

I always thought that if I could just figure it all out then they saying would take care of itself.

…except when understanding dawned, fitting the unexpected truth of knowing to words proved more impossible than I could have imagined.

But, maybe if I can’t say it, I can show you.

I’m still failing and it’s not really any easier than finding the right words but despite it sometimes the feeling, the tone and the scope of a moment bleeds through from around the edges of my desolation and stuborn idiocy.

It hurt to shoot this. It hurts to look at it. But I have to look.

If I could just show you, if I could offer but a flickering glimpse…