About two-and-a-half weeks ago this happened; I fan-personed everywhere.
In other news: I swearing to myself I’ll start posting again once shit stabilizes; unfortunately, for the foreseeable future, shit shows no sign of doing more than balancing precariously.
I haven’t completely squandered my time: shelter + food contingencies are pretty much locked in–at least through late spring.
I am still struggling with a lot and I don’t feel equal to the task but it’s time to take a hammer to this seized up engine block, time to get things rolling again.
It will not be smooth sailing, by any means; but I promise to push toward some regaining of momentum.
Thank you all so very, very much for your encouragement and support, for sticking it out; it means more to me than I can express.